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No wonder you're late.
Why, this watch is exactly two days slow.

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“Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead.”
― Charles Bukowski

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"Depression is not dramatic, but it is total. It’s sneaky - you almost don’t notice it at first. Like a cat burglar, it comes in through an open window while you’re sleeping. It takes little things at first; your appetite, your desire to return phone calls. Then it comes back for the big stuff, like your will to live. Then next thing you know, your legs are filled with sand. The thought of brushing your teeth fills you with dread, it seems like such an impossible task. Suddenly you’re living your life in black and white – nothing is bright, nothing is pretty anymore. Music sounds tinny and distant. Things you found funny seem dull and off-key." 

Lisa Unger, Sliver of Truth

Eating Disorder Awareness Week 2013 (by strawbea)

"That’s the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it’s impossible to ever see the end. The fog is like a cage without a key." 

Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation (via cuttheskintothebone)

VERONICA DECIDES TO DIE (Part one)

Veronika (Sarah Michelle Gellar) wakes up in a mental institution after a failed suicide attempt. She discovers that she has a weakened heart and only days to live. The film follows her journey as she finds true love and a newfound appreciation of life.

Had me in floods of tears. 

Never has a film got me so upset. Really stroke a chord. Feeling beyond disturbed.





Feeling really really sick to my stomach.

"When you can’t be bothered to do the things you promised you would last month… When you lose interest in starting the projects you couldn’t wait to get started yesterday… When you never finish what you fucking started… When you lose hope in trying to quit what’s pulling you back… When you give in to win the things that make you lose… When you forget what it was that you were once interested in… When you don’t even know where you’re going anymore… Story of my life." 

Blaise, omydays.

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“I get very dark moods for no reason. Nothing in particular brings it on. You can be having the best time of your life and yet you’re utterly and totally miserable. I get very anti-social, depressed and irritable with people. I don’t have time for them. I can’t make phone calls and stuff. I just sit on my own for days.” 

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